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Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Yeah I'm a spoilt pampered brat. Double that. No, actually, TRIPLE that. I can't live outside my home alone for 1 single night, I can't pitch a tent on muddy ground, I don't know what direction fungi grows on on the barks of trees in the forests.

I've been thinking about it(in fact, I have ALWAYS been thinking about it which makes it hard for me to concentrate in lessons but well, can't be helped. It's not like I want to) and much as I want to pull myself together and prove to myself that I can survive one pathetic day out of home, I just couldn't find any willpower to. Someone please help me. Otherwise, I should resort to these...

1. Smuggle like 3-6 cans of beer(the brand with the highest alcohol content) and get totally wasted during lights out so I can fall asleep drunk with no idea of how homesick I am or how creepy the surrounding is. Then I will wake up with a totally WICKED hangover that hurts too badly for me to think of my homesickness. On second thought, vodka would be better because it has a higher alcohol content. Yeah, I'm quite serious.

2. Blast music all night even if the other 3 people kick me and threaten to severe all friendship ties with me. Even though it's gonna be quite scary out there, I'm sure that Rachael Yamagata and Paramore and No Doubt will make things a little better.

3. Gossip and laugh. A lot.

4. FInd a friend willing to SMS me at 1am onwards and spend the night sms-ing away till I'm dead beat and tired.

5. Spend the entire day at school working extra hard so that I will be on the verge of collapse when its lights out and I can just sleep and not think about other stupid things like how homesick I am.

Anyway some stuff I noticed about Luke Brandon(NO not the one on Shopaholic.)
-He's a pretty good teacher despite being a native and all
-He's got a really cool sense of humour
-Even though he sometimes gets annoyed with our laughter
-Somehow he forgot about the class presentations(YESSS)
-And... why is he always wearing the same pants? That's a little weird.

Oh and this post is so random!

I want books by these authors:

-Clive Cussler
-Haruki Murakami
-Jodi Picoult
-Marian Keyes

And these books:
-'Lock and Key' by Sarah Dessen
-'The sweet far thing' by Libba Bray
-'After Dark(アフターダーク)' by Haruki Murakami

Probably not a lot but well I shall add more when they come to my mind. Just to get my mind off IT. Oh shit I'm thinking about it again.

NO NO NO please.

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May your light shine...
in the darkness...