~May Your Light Shine :D~

Thursday, February 28, 2008

Well well, firstly, I'm not saying your activities are boring and need to be improved. Most of the people like it, why change it? The problem lies with me, not with you, so stop taking things as personal insults. It's my psychological barrier that you do not have and hence it is my problem to solve. If you have encouragement or suggestions on how to overcome the fear, I'll welcome all advice. But if you don't, then shut up.

Secondly, don't assume I don't want to enjoy it. I do, badly so. And I have been trying to, so don't assume I haven't been trying hard enough. I'm still trying my best and I don't expect any help from you. I'm going for it, isn't that proof enough?

Thirdly, first impressions count. All my past experiences with it have affected me greatly. I believe the word is traumatised and it is not an exaggeration. My experiences with it have changed how I view it greatly whether positively or negatively. You may have found it fun, well then, good for you, I'm happy for you. I haven't, but I'm still giving it a last chance.

Fourthly, different people have different opinions. You cannot expect a 100% agreement on every issue you think is right. I accept your viewpoint, and I understand how insulted you feel when someone say something really bad about something you're passionate about. But it doesn't mean I share the same views. I don't expect you to share the same views with me as well but that doesn't mean I can't vent my frustration can't I?

Anyway on a lighter note, I watched Juno and don't ask me how I sneaked in when my birthday is in April and I look like a 12-year-old. Despite the cliche storyline, the movie was awesome. I mean it.

Music does wonders.

My Kitchen blogged at Thursday, February 28, 2008

May your light shine...
in the darkness...