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Friday, December 23, 2005

I guess my blog must be really boring since no one comes here... LOL. I didn't want to have a blog actually, but Cherise and VanThio persuaded me to, and see what happens? NONE of them visit. I'm so sick of everything. The stupid HW. Especially researching on the Soviet Union and Russia and all that revolution stuff. Amos is not helping. He is annoying me NO END and trys to irritate and disturb me whenever he can. And Puzzle Pirates isn't fun anymore. My hearties don't log on and I don't have enough POE to buy furniture. This is the "life" alright. And what's more, Amos ruined my collector's edition of 'The Magician's Nephew' because he splashed water on it. This holiday hasn't been good. Plus, the GG campfire Sec 2 dance is getting on my nerves. We have to learn all those complicated steps invented by those "dancey" people and the Sec 3s just take so many away like its so EASY to invent new ones. Plus, those steps are for real dancers. I mean, The last time I did a step I didn't like, I have muscle pull on my left leg for 2 days and walked like an idiotic cripple. Why can't we do a play? I can write it for you, I can write it in RHYME for you. You know how hard it is for me to learn dance steps, so can't you change it? The Sec 4 farewell was bad enought already, with me learning the steps at the last minute. ARGH... Some holiday this is. It's more like a living nightmare with no freedom and no control of my life. Everyone's controlling it for me. I once questioned, THIS IS MY LIFE, WHY SHOULD I LET OTHERS INTERFERE? But that's the law in S'pore. You gotta have education. And once you get education, the school says, you gotta have a CCA. And once you get a CCA, the seniors and teachers say, you have to stay back for this and that and practise and blablabla... Don't you think they're just pushing it too far? I mean, why make life hard for yourself and others? Study is important, CCA is too, time is EVEN MORE precious. You can't expect us to cope with that and leave nought for time. That's asking too much for yourself don't you think?

My Kitchen blogged at Friday, December 23, 2005

May your light shine...
in the darkness...